Unhealthy Obsession

Listening to: Best of Both Worlds, Hannah Montana

Yes, it says Hannah Montana. I'm attempting to make peace with such an insane concept.

Though it would be cool to do that, though very stressfull, but it'd be fun considering I don't have much drama in my life currently.

Everyone wants to be famous or whatever but I'm pretty sure that once they became famous they'd trade it back for their old lives. I mean, who wants to be followed about by pooparazi and forced into stupid publicity stunts etc. I can totally see why famous people would want to pretend to be people like us, we're so freiking awesome!

Wait that can't be right.

Because last time I checked LIFE WAS NOT THAT COOL!
Lara
I feel so out of the loop now, this is sad, I need to get back on the saddle. But the problem is that the core of my problem is hard to fix. See this is the sad issue that's keeping me from being on top of everything that I should be ontop of:

A girl who I'm calling M. Who I thought was my friend. Close enough of a friend that I bought her a Politically Correct Winter Gift. Had a birthday party. M invited pretty much everyone fathomable. Even those who she'd only known for like, 2 days. Everyone fathomable save moi and like, 4 other people.

Now normally this doesn't bug me at all but for some reason this got to me and it makes me feel bad that I can be so low as to feel bad that I didn't get invited to a birthday party.

Though let's not tell M that.

I guess I can still give her her Winter Gift, it's just that she and I used to be pretty close until this year and it hurts.

Heh, that seems a little shallow though!

you know you love me,